Tuesday, January 22, 2013

The Caregiver

Working as a caregiver at a group home is a demanding job, but an entirely rewarding one for Nate Alvarez.  After completing his psychology degree at UNC Greensboro,  it was a passion of Nate's to help people who had no awareness of the self, but who were eager to be helped in order to better help themselves.  "Why not me?  These people need someone who will be there for them," Nate says.  He considers it as stressful and challenging as any job would be.  The difference is that Nate's job rewards him with an added sense of compassion, and he sees it as a job that constantly challenges him to be a better person.  

Now that's the spirit, isn't it? 

What I also came to learn about Nate is that he recently underwent a religious conversion about 5 or 6 months ago.  Having been raised Southern Baptist, Nate was never quite content with what his faith offered him, so he sought fulfillment elsewhere.  His faith journey eventually led him to the Eastern Orthodox church, which he practices with today.  Nate attributes his faith to making his job more enjoyable, and to helping him in his quest to overcome his own weaknesses. 









 


 

































Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Struck by the Subway: Could it have been prevented?

As many of you have presumably read, 58-year-old Ki-Suk Han from Queens, NY was shoved onto the Grand Central Station subway tracks by an agitated, unidentified assailant on Tuesday afternoon.  The New York Post published a photo taken by a freelance photographer moments before Han was struck by the oncoming subway train.  To make matters worse, the photo made the front page and was accompanied by the headline DOOMED: Pushed on the subway track, this man is about to die.  

There are many ethical debates to be had about this event: the mental health of the assailant, the fact that no one immediately near Han tried to save him at any point, and what has gotten the most press so far - that photographer R. Umar Abbasi took 49 photographs during the time that Han was still alive and struggling to get off the subway tracks.

In terms of questions raised about the suspect's mental health, the legislation for Kendra's Law will likely be further reinforced as a result of Han's death.  Kendra's Law was enacted in 1999 after 32-year-old Kendra Webdale was pushed in front of an oncoming subway train in New York City.  The law enables judges to require people with a certain level of mental disorder to regularly undergo psychiatric treatment.  This idea of forcible patient commitment is meant to stop violent incidents such as the death of Ki-Suk Han before they have a chance to occur. 

The fact that there were dozens of witnesses to Ki-Suk Han's death yet none who tried to help him is horrifying.  Who knows how often this bystander effect occurs?  When there are lots of people around an incident like this, most people assume someone else will step in and help, and by the time they realize no one is stepping up, it's too late.  To be fair, though, I cannot say how I would act if I were placed in the same situation.  Since I was not there I don't know if 20 seconds was enough for someone to run and pull Han up from the tracks, or if anyone there was strong enough to do that without endangering their own life.  It's a tough situation to judge.  But knowing how crowded a New York subway station would be at lunch hour on a Tuesday, it seems incredible that no efforts were made to save his life. 

Unless you consider New York Post photographer R. Umar Abbasi.  This is the ethical discussion that the press is really eating up right now.  Abbasi took the photo of Han moments before his death that ended up making the front page of the New York Post.  Details become skeptical here, so I can't confirm anything as truth, but I can write what Abbasi has said in interviews since yesterday afternoon. 

In an interview with USA Today, Abbasi says he did all he could to save Han's life.  He claims he was hundreds of feet away and wouldn't have made it in time without seriously threatening his own life.  Abbasi said that he saw the lights of the oncoming train and his first reaction was to use his camera flash to alert the driver to stop the train.  This is where I begin to wonder - was Abbasi being a journalist or a human being?

In journalism you are trained to detach yourself from situations so you can get the important information around you.  In certain situations, though, it's very difficult to remain detached when human instinct takes priority and you put the camera or notepad down to help.

However, it can be argued that a journalist's role is a very important one to society, and that in moments like these journalism can take priority if it will inform the general public and perhaps propel awareness or even change.  As my mentor Jock Lauterer says (and I quote him a lot on this), "Witnessing can be the strongest form of advocacy."

Several Pulitzer Prize-winning photojournalists were asked to comment on the ethical dilemma with Abbasi's photos.  Generally, they agreed that Abbasi should be given the benefit of the doubt.  Their issue seemed to lie more so with the publication of the photo by the Post, particularly their choice to have it fill the entire front page.  In the opinion of John Kaplan, a photojournalism professor at the University of Florida, the story is not a major news events, and did not warrant the need for such a display. 

When we look past all the tangents, the real point is that an innocent person died.  To me this was a reminder of the decision I will likely face in the future of when to be a journalist, and when to be a human being.  It is a difficult decision to make in a matter of seconds, but maybe journalists should be better prepared to judge whether a photo is ever worth the cost of a human life. 



Thursday, November 29, 2012

Sum Up Your Life in Six Words

Ernest Hemingway's response when challenged to write a full story in only six words: 

"For sale: baby shoes, never worn."

I realize that is a horribly dismal story.  It encapsulates the perfect proportions of brevity, ambiguity, and - somehow - certainty.

It got me thinking though - it's the simplest things that make us think most deeply.  And since I consider each man the author of the story that is his life, what better way to meditate on one's existence than to simplify it to six words, with no limitations as to meaning, complexity, or context?  

I'm very introspective, so I thought this would be a good exercise to dig into my mind and elicit what is most important to me, that I would want to include it in my six words.  I wanted to discover where my true priorities, joys, and fears lie, and if I could be honest enough with myself in choosing my six words.

Here is what I came up with - how I think of my life in six words:

 "only I can sing my song"



NPR took contributions from listeners/viewers back in 2008 - here were some that stood out to me:

"Born in the desert, still thirsty."
-Georgene Nunn

"No future, no past.  Not lost."
-Matt Brensilver

"The psychic said I'd be richer."
-Elizabeth Bernstein

"70 years, few tears, hairy ears."
-Bill Querengesser

"After Harvard, had baby with crackhead."
-Robin Templeton

"Painful nerd kid, happy nerd adult."
-Linda Williamson

"Extremely responsible, secretly longed for spontaneity."
-Sabra Jennings



Tuesday, October 30, 2012

45 Most Powerful Images of 2011

I know this is a bit old, but I was grabbing some photos from it for a presentation on the importance of photojournalism and was struck yet again by how profound these images are.  It is worth 10 minutes of your day and will really lift you up.

45 Most Powerful Images of 2011

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Does Our Society Rest Too Heavily on Binaries?

With the presidential election coming up on November 6th, I've become overly aware of social binaries - Republican/Democrat, gay/straight, black/white, woman/man - the list continues.

Binaries leave so many people out, and that is hardly ever a good thing.  Why do we try to limit ourselves to this black/white world and neglect the grey areas?  I tend to dwell in the grey.  Mostly because I'm fickle, but also because I don't prefer to limit myself - if I don't have to, why should I?

Monday, September 10, 2012

"Always Have Faith"

Tonight I attended the vigil honoring the memory of Faith Danielle Hedgepeth, a fellow Tarheel who passed away last Friday morning.  I intended to be at the vigil to capture a photo for a class assignment, but I did not know I would leave with much more than just a picture. 

I never met Faith, but all that I have heard about her these past few days echoes of kindness, unrelenting selflessness, and something so special that no one can quite put their finger on it.  I have heard her teachers and friends say that her smile was the biggest, brightest, and most beautiful, and she could quite accurately be described by her favorite word - 'chipper'.

Not that you can ever truly quantify a person's greatness by the magnitude of people who step up to honor them afterwards, but tonight it was evident in every single Tarheel present that Faith truly was a great (no - tremendous) person.  She touched so many with her 'bubbliness', benevolence, and optimism.   Honoring Faith tonight reminded us to take care of each other, love one another, and always be our best selves, even when life deals us challenges.